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I Cannot Fathom

<I Cannot Fathom>

I cannot fathom to be 

a man that feels that he 

isn’t being the best 

support for my wife 

because of my job I do 

and me being a witness

to her slowly being 

wiped out this 

world I feel like I am 

helpless not being able 

to swoop down and 

rescue her and be her 

super hero and I 

feel like I am letting 

her down but as I 

say a prayer for God 

to heal her before I 

lose her completely 

because I cannot live 

my without my wife 

because she is what 

is real to me she 

brings me back 

home when thing’s 

are getting dicey 

around me and 

when bullets are 

flying passed my 

head and the only 

thing I see and hear 

is my wife saying 

baby I am here and 

I may not be with you 

in physical form but 

I am with you spiritually 

and that makes me do 

what I have got do to 

and whatever I’ve 

got to do because 

that girl is my heart 

she keeps me 

breathing and I 

cannot fathom my 

world without her I 

wish I could take her 

sickness away and 

take her place because 

I would lay my own life 

down if God would heal 

her and let me take her 

punishment with her 

sickness she lives daily 

oh please God let me 

take her place because 

I feel so helpless like I 

am a stranger looking 

into her world not 

being able to be her 

hero that has already 

saved her once because 

I cannot let her be 

wiped out with me doing 

all I can to try stop that 

from happening 

because I cannot warp 

my mind around that 

factor and I will not 

accept it because I 

cannot lose her 

completely because 

if she dies I die to 

because I cannot 

fathom my world 

without her in it and 

please God help her 

for me because I cry 

tears of fears of this 

sickness stealing her 

life away from me 

because I’ve been 

loving her to long now 

to just stop loving her 

because loving her 

brings me back home 

when thing’s are bad 

here for me and oh 

please God here me 

talking to you today 

because I don’t want 

to feel like this and 

tell me what I can do 

to save her life 

because I will gladly 

do it because this I 

cannot fathom never

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